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1. |
Seven Years
04:26
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Seven years to turn your heart dear
Pictures hung with these two hands
Your uncle walked you down the aisle then
Your father died a wanted man
And in your eyes I saw forever
At least it looked like it right then
We had some cake, you threw your bouquet
And swore that song would never end
(Chorus)
Yeah we lost our tuning key
Over years of drifting flat
No we can't find the harmony
Seven years to lose your heart, dear
Pictures faded over time
Though children threatened life once
They never came though hard we tried
(Chorus)
Yeah we lost our melody
Over years of drifting flat
No we can't find the harmony
That made us
(Bridge)
A warm car is waiting
A new love here to pull you from my arms
See forever in your eyes cold and hard
Been seven years you're gone dear
These walls are dark and bare
Guess you took forever with you
If it was ever even there
Today I found this melody
It appeared by this guitar
And a two-part harmony
Just a-lying there
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2. |
Drift
03:46
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Lay down, lost traveler
Lay down your head
Gone far 'nough for one day
It's time for bed
Lay down, bold pioneer
Lay down your arms
The world needs carrying
But your turn is done
-bridge-
The valley walls surrounding
Nature buzzing low
A velvet womb-like cradle
Deep waters flow
Lay down, fair conqueror
Lay down your path
A blazed road traveling
With loath soaked map
Lay down, old warrior
Your time draws short
The breath still left to you
While eyes distort
Lay down, stone monument
The time has come
A cold hand fossilized
Ash smolder sun
-bridge-
A shallow space falls open
Beneath your soles
Enveloping all-folding
Drift gliding slow
Adrift fallow lost traveler
Adrift fallow bold pioneer
Adrift fallow fair conqueror
Adrift fallow old warrior
Adrift fallow stone monument
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3. |
Ain't No Shame
03:23
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Never drove a Cadillac
Guess I never will
A shaky line of old used cars
To roll me up that hill
Never scooped no caviar
No never would've done
Never sipped that pink champagne
(They serve) for shoreline setting suns
To socialize with movie stars
With royalty and all
Give me an hour setting by a fire
Over Cinderella's ball
Yes, limousines and private jets
Will carry you about
But those things just ain't for simple folks
With simple bank accounts
Ain't no shame in just enough
To hold you you over 'til
Ain't no one no better than
A shirt, some shoes, a fork and spoon, a meal to get your fill
People say I'm missing out
And maybe if I tried
I could have some better things
Like things compose my pride
But I don't need your polished stuff
To make me feel of worth
I need a pen and a tuned guitar
And to stand upon the Earth
Ain't no shame in holding on
A rough sketch of a life
Never seem to find the goal
Just moving between this and that, 'tween sleep and day and night
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4. |
Danny Wisdom
03:42
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5. |
The Big House
02:24
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I spent 19 years in solitary, baby
The first time you took my hand I made parole
But those prison bars done followed me here, baby
And now it’s you and me in this jail cell we call home
When I held this metal tray to bring you flowers
That I traded cigarettes for down the hall
Well you wrapped yourself around me for an hour
Got our favorite colored jello and ate it all
(chorus)
We’re in the big house together, honey
Spending time while doing time
Ain’t no pardons, ain’t no jury gonna set us free
We’re in the hoosegow, you and I
I spent 19 years in solitary, baby
But now I share my bunk with your blue eyes
And we’re a-conjugating more than our verbs, darling
I’d like to make you my life sentence bride
(chorus)
Here in the big house together, sugar
Take your hand on bended knee
We’ll walk the concrete aisle in the prison chapel, honey
You’ll make an honest man of me
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6. |
The First Ever Day
04:23
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I was born before the sun
The moon and stars and everyone
Took a breath, the world was done
The first dawn
Feel my feet upon the ground
A step or two and walking around
To see the sights when all is new
And find you
Took a stroll up yonder hill
Get me a gaze out further still
My eyes could see beyond my will
To walk to
Saw a bird, a fish, a bear
Saw something scurry past right there
But not a hint of your golden hair
Could I find
(bridge)
Not to waste the first daylight
I shouted out in hopes that I might
Catch your pretty ears or your sight
Somehow
Reverberating through the air
Echoing off this to there
My words, my soul done laid to bare
And hopeful
(Inst verse)
You were born upon the waves
A little breeze and you were there
Perfect in most every way
To my eyes
Found you there upon the sand
Your smiling eyes, familiar hands
And breath of firey glowing bands
Of orchids
Took you up into my arms
We melted in the new born sun
The waves came and the day was done
That first one
We hadn't yet labeled dark as fear
It was just magical and clear
And velvet air it wrapped us here
In shadows
(bridge)
Not to waste the gloaming hour
We settled in, invented fire
Found some things to feed each other
Somehow
When we slept we dreamt of light
And floating above fields at night
And when we woke we huddled tight
To keep warm
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7. |
Drowned In The Wine
04:28
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With a yearning for wanting
And a wanting to yearn
And a longing for far off escapes
She pulls out her eyes
And she points them to mine
Just a-waiting to feel like she's safe
And he don't have nothing
Which is something to some
If you take him direct to his word
But sometimes a nothing
Is just what it says
And what he says is just what she heard
(bridge)
Puts his face is his pocket
Puts her eyes in his wine
And she drinks him deep with a smile
When all the applauding
Gives way for a tune
Their hands melt to one for awhile
But if you go swimming
With dogs in the dark
They could mistake you for a bite
And if you're believing
The words that you found
A found word believer just might
(bridge)
Her arms are like rainbows
Across the divide
Between memories and advice
Her hair like a ribbon
To cross finish lines
In races you'll run once or twice
(chorus)
She's like wanting to borrow a dime
Just to pay for a call for more time
And the time that you're given
Is more time that you gave
And you end up a-drowned in the wine
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8. |
Hibernate
05:40
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In space, infinite space, floating away…
Startled awake
Can I just hibernate?
Slide, slide up away, slide to embrace…
Startled awake
Can I just hibernate?
Finally found me some time
To get some shut eye
And dream for a while
And right when I start getting on
To go for a ride
The feeling subsides
And pop goes my mind
Take, so hard to take, everything's fake…
Startled awake
Can I just hibernate?
My pillowcase pressed to my ear
Suddenly fear
And up like a shot
Everything once peaceful here
Disrupted my calm
I want my mind sailing away…...
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9. |
Dandelion Wine
02:43
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Our bicycles clean
Racing machines
Roll down the old road
One dot on the map
Tucked in the sack
Green grass a-flowing
________
Lay down our wheels, as we step to the field
Our heads touch the sky with our hands brushing near
Stoop to a bend, yellow flash pull the end
One more to add to the pile, and we smile
________
A day in the air with the sun’s brightest shine
And our baskets all full for the dandelion wine
Here in the darkness forgetting about time
While we sit by the fire drinking dandelion wine
Light meal on the grass
Clouds puffing past
Blue skies and your smile
Songbirds floating by
Whistling high
Dusk finds the treeline
________
Lifting a glass, pose a toast to the air
A sip, warm and crisp, firefly swirling there
Sparks bursting forth as we stoke up the fire
One more glass for the miles, and we smile
________
A day in the air with the sun’s brightest shine
And our baskets all full for the dandelion wine
Here in the darkness forgetting about time
While we sit by the fire drinking dandelion wine
Laughing til dawn spread out over the lawn
And our cups overflow with more dandelion wine
Light breaks to day and we head on our way
Heading home to make more of our dandelion wine
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10. |
Blues In Regret
04:55
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They give me only seven years
A-fore my mama died
They gave me only seven years
Before those tears I cried
She sure would have gave a few more
Lord, she sure did try
They give me twenty-seven years
A-fore I found my home
Oh, just twenty-seven years
For grass to bury my bone
Oh, I mighta found it sooner
But that man denied my loan
They give me thirty-seven years
A-fore my woman leave
Oh, I got thirty-seven years
My baby she left me
Oh, she mighta stayed some longer
But Sarah-Lou’s got pregnancy
They gave me forty-seven years
A-fore my spirit fly
The space of forty-seven years
I lived each day of my life
Woulda been nice to round out fifty
But the reaper stole my time
Thinking back on all those years
My only one regret
Many seasons, cloud and clear
I just have one regret
That I never picked you flowers
Or took your hand at sunset
These few forty-seven years
The only years I’ll get
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11. |
Lesson
03:48
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Somewhere between fantasy
And hemlock trees and vines
There sits a vapor line
Where we dream
Breathing deeply, eyes a-closed
Shimmer crystalline
Symbols feed the mind
While releasing me
Planting feet upon the hill
With grasses in the breeze
At once begin to freeze
While feeling warm
In voices I can't understand
They pass along a truth
In a telephoning booth
That's taking form
___
It's all perfectly clear
I need to hear
The lesson shared
The words are slightly skewed
In shades of blue
Nonetheless true
And I think of you
___
Out of all the things
The voice it told me while it spoke
There was one thing I will never feel regret
'cause whether I was right or wrong
When choosing, I still chose
And anyway when I wake I'll forget
___
After all the orators
Went back into their rooms
There was only one thing to do
That was left
I packed away the teachings
And I wiped away the sweat
That had blurred my eyes from seeing
While I slept
With what was left
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12. |
Moongazing
03:04
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And the weeks turning longer
With the months turning year
As we all grow yet older
Through a gauze once was clear
And what once was a guide as you made your way here
Seems you just can’t recall the last time it appeared
Kept your nose to the grindstone
And your feet to the fire
And your deep-seated feelings
Pulled away on the wires
That you used for connection to the empty desires
While those that are dearest meet those that are dire
(chorus)
There’s no more moongazing
No strolls by the sea
No longing embraces
Or you needing me
‘Cause we’re lost to the ether of our LED screens
No one even noticed when the moon rising ceased
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13. |
Half Past Noon
05:27
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14. |
Cellar Door
03:09
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Heard a little knock on my cellar door
Open up and in march the rockin’ four
Setting up their drums and their big guitars
They played until the sun went down
Rockabilly, soul groovin’, big applause
As all my neighbors packed in to see the show
The walls were a-shakin’ and the ceiling quaked
They played every tune they know
___________
Oh, the drums getting hit like a quarry sledge
The bass man a-thumping like he took the pledge
Guitars are twanging over all the din
And the singer breaks it down like this....
The kids are up and dancing like they just don’t care
Mom and dad are floating in the smoky air
Everyone forgetting better things to do
While the band tears up the room
___________
Saxophone ringing as the sun comes up
Honking like the horn of a pickup truck
Everybody jumping like they’ll never stop
And the singer coming up on top…
Out in the dawn of the early light
The boys packed it up after playing all night
Stacked all their stuff out on my front lawn
And they all played one more song
___________
Yeah, they float like a moth, sting like a bee
All the squirrels a bopping in the old nut tree
All the cars are waving as they drive on past
And the singer lets it flow at last…
Everybody saying all their fond farewells
Huggin and a-shakin’, back patting, swell
Just a-staring at their phones, no one knows what for
And I lock up my cellar door
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15. |
Pick A Side
03:49
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16. |
Starting Over
03:47
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Seven miles and starting over
Took her arm so I could show her
Another week and maybe we'll get home
Had a drink, was called a fishbowl
It was blue but tasted yellow
Took a sip and asked for something cold
____
Once I had a cat named Spuggo
He was wild but he was mellow
He was mine and I was his friend too
But the days were heavy-handed
Had to part, I felt abandoned
Shown the door, was nothing left to do
Seven days we made the distance
Kept the pace with some assistance
From the breaths when coming up for air
Stole a smile and held it closely
Took a while, but that was mostly
Just to add to my collection there
_____
Once I had a painting of her
She was green and sort of hovered
That was pretty close as I recall
And feel a twinge of sadness
When I think of piles and mess
That we built in mountains oh so tall
_____
Once a solitary soldier
Took a walk and grew much older
She was wearing medals she had earned
Still the thing that she most cherished
Also made her most embarrassed
All the light that dimmed when she returned
All the light that dimmed when she returned
All the light that dimmed when she returned
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17. |
Monday
02:20
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That Monday morning
She was driving
But she weren't looking
At the road
And when she killed them
She was posting
To social media
About traffic woes
She had a moment
Do I keep driving
This time looking
At the road
Or do I turn and
Pull on over
Stand and face them
Face them all
That morning started like any other
They woke and ate and brushed and got dressed
Their momma walked them out to the corner
Sent em off with a kiss on their heads
Bouncing while they wait at the crosswalk
Held hands as they cross with the light
Car rolled through without a second look
No pain
No tears
No sight
That Monday morning
She was driving
But she weren't looking
At the road
And when she killed them
She was posting
To social media
About traffic woes
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18. |
Look Around
02:10
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Look around, now
It's love that we're making
Everyone has a someone
A parallel soul
Look around, now
There's no hesitating
While you're searching to find out
They already know
Spinning round this big ol world, there's
Endless others, they spinning too
'Stead of spinning in my little circle
Wanna share this circle with you
(Bridge)
Just like the moon and the stars like to travel
Just like the sun lights your eyes
Just like the universe floats in the nothing
There's no point asking why
Look around, now
It's love that we're making
Every soul has another
To join as it goes
Look around, now
It's there for the taking
Just open your heart up
It already knows
Look around, now
It's love that we're making
Everyone has a someone
A parallel soul
Look around, now
There's no need for begging
You'll know when you know
When your heart tells you so
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I see you walking around like nothing matters
Going down rabbit holes and chasing mad hatters
Sucking on toadstools like a Cheshire catter
I don't think we can be friends
Spent all your time just a-instigating
I liked you more when all your time was spent masturbating
I just can't relate to your non-stop hating
I don't think we can be friends
(Bridge)
And if I never told you so I guess the times now
If you were expecting me I won't be coming round
We had a couple good times down the memory hole they go down
If I can help it I won't see you around
Just in case you thought these are just words I'm singing
Go ahead and try to make my phone start ringing
You're right up at the top of the no-fly list I'm slinging
I don't think that we can be friends
(Bridge)
And if you ever cross my path I'll try to avoid you
Not like you're the devil I just don't enjoy you
That shit you read on the internet is slowly destroying you
But it ain't gonna be my end
Keep on keeping on if that makes you happy
It seems like mostly darkness that your face is slapping
And I don't want to be around to watch it happen
So we just can't be friends
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20. |
Time Spent Passing Time
03:34
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Look up, there's another decade gone
Slipped past like a one-hit wonder song
That they don't play on the radio no more
Another week, another day, an hour
Like a sundial in a morning shower
Passing time just a-waiting out the storm
Tarmac dreaming in econo class
Thoughts of gettin home to you at last
Time spent passing time when all my time should be
Time spent with you
Think I lost another twenty years
A blink of eyes, faces, smiles, tears
One or two I guess I'll not look on again
Suppose you'd be hard pressed to say
The hardships faced and the choices made
Were anything but right to do just then
Daylight dreaming on a red eye flight
Wishing I was kissing you goodnight
Time spent passing time when all my time should be
Time spent with you
Inst break
G, A, D, F#-G, F#-Em, A (walk up to D)
Think I found another hundred years
When I turned and your face appeared
Time spent passing time with you right here
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21. |
Test Patterns
03:12
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Seems so hard to find a quiet time
And ease my restless mind
Pouring through my eyes like foreign spies
And twist how I rely
And I think of how it used to be
With test patterns overnight
Once upon a time with choices small
Experiences shared
Morning talking limited and same
Like everyone was there
At 1am the flag was waved
Test patterns fill the air
Nowadays seems no one can agree
The drowning man won't swim
And those standing near enough to help
Don't even notice him
Cause the broadcast day will never end
Test patterns torn and thin
And we can't agree to disagree
An empathic phantom limb
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22. |
Tarred And Scarred
02:04
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Been running wild so long I don't know
Been twenty years or maybe more
Done had a home, not any longer
Done had a roof and walls and warm
Hey passer-by
You spare me an eye
Just a coin or two before I shrivel up and die
Don't treat me hard
Or put me behind bars
Years I'm a-living on these streets and I'm just tarred and scarred
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23. |
No Stars
03:34
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The sun don't shine
The birds don't cry
And the wind don't blow
And the waves don't rise
And it won't be long now, baby
'till there ain't no more anything
Not even stars in the sky
The moon don't rise
The clouds don't break
No more fireflies
Just an Earth that quakes
Been years since the snow did fall
Soon there won't be nothing left at all
Not even stars in the sky
-chorus-
A thousand years ago we maybe could've helped
But we were busy with ourselves
And couldn't see beyond our doors
No phones to call
No shows to watch
No power at all
No bread for lunch
We just a-waiting for the end to come
Better to be quickly flung
Wish there were stars in the sky
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24. |
Fulfilled
04:24
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Twenty years or more
Since you found my door
And it hasn't always been all fine
But I sure am grateful
And when I wake in morn
And leave you safe and warm
You're the one that gets me through long days
And the smile I come home to
When it's late at night
You're tucked in snug and tight
And I'm sound asleep knowing you're fine
And you have not one worry
And in the quiet times
You tell me you are mine
And I am yours forever more
There ain't nothing can change it
And it's hard to say goodbye
Even for one day, hey
And it's hard to be so far
Oh, so far away
And those times I just can't stay
Gotta get back on that plane
Gonna fly high
Towards the deadline
And I miss you every minute
Till I find a way to get back home
Many years we stand
Together when we can
One day when all the work is done
It’ll be all the time
The days of quiet, still
We’ll see the dream fulfilled
And we’ll never ever be apart
Till we go back home
And it's hard to say goodbye
Even for one day, hey
And it's hard to be so far
Oh, so far away
And those times I just can't stay
Gotta get back on that plane
Gonna fly high
Towards the deadline
And I miss you every minute
Till I find a way to get back home
And it's ha-ard
Missing you-oo
And it's ha-ard
Missing you-oo
All the time
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25. |
Head Down
02:02
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In the morning keep your head down
in the gloaming keep your head down
in the evening keep your head down
When the dawn comes keep your head down
Coming around keep your head down
coming around keep your head down
coming around keep your head down
coming around keep your head down
Or you'll get torn away
or you'll get torn away
or you'll get torn away
or you'll get torn away
And if you put your head above ground
you'll be seen when they come round
And if you step a bit too loud
go 6 feet beneath the ground
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26. |
Locality
03:42
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I used to wait outside all night to get a ticket just to stand in a crowd
So I could almost see the band and almost hear a song through all of the loud
And when the cash I had was getting too low, from too much watered-down beer
I should have known, I barely had to leave home, there’s better tunes right here
One time my girl and I we drove all night to get into a show far away
And when we got there it was hot and we were out there in the sun all the day
So we spent all our time a-chasing the shade, and kinda missed the show
I should have known, we coulda stayed here near home, and been cool like a stone
-bridge-
It is a fact those bigger acts that roll around the world, they rake it in big time
There’s nothing wrong with that as long as you don’t mind a little push and a shove
To see some laser lights and dudes in tights and ringing in your ears two days later
When after all you could have gone and saw some people play two doors down the road
_____
So if you’re thinking ‘bout a night out on the town to hear a tune, get a brew
Maybe just think about this thing I said and hit a local hole near to you
And you might run into some folks that you know, or make a new friend or two
I wish I’d known, before we went far from home, but thankfully now I do
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27. |
Give It On Up
03:30
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Baby, remember when your dreams were young
You had the world laying at your feet
Not a single thing that can’t be done
Hey, babe… you chased it down with all your heart
You ran face first into a big brick wall
The race was over ‘fore it ever start
I gotta tell you now
(chorus)
Hey, yeah… give it on up (x2)
Baby, no shame in coming in second best
Another dream is gonna come your way
A chance to throw yourself at one more test
Listen to me now
(chorus)
Hey, yeah… give it on up (x2)
You got to bring down one time…
Oh, yeah… I wanna tell you it’ll be alright
As long as you keep trying and you give your all
The world’ll give you every single thing that’s in your sights, oh listen now
(chorus)
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28. |
Quarantine Blues
01:34
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29. |
Bouquet
05:38
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A field of flowers shifting slowly in a breeze
A million blooms in the new day sun
In yellow, pink and blue, the same but different too
Could never find the prettiest one
I brought a bouquet home for you most every day
Next day there's new blossoms where those were
Set 'em in a glass, and give a little water to keep the hue
Then head out to push the gear that makes the world a-turn
(Bridge)
Sun goes down, the flowers close and darkness comes along
The memories come creeping on back home
Thought all day bout saying just how beautiful you are
When I found the words to tell you
You were gone
Some forty years gone by, along the same old track
And a train can't turn no matter hard you try
And the old smokestack turns the tunnels black and it makes it hard to breathe
As you stumble through the dark to find the sly
And my weathered face is cracked and old but yours is fresh as dew
The years have been a-kinder to you than me
The light of day just bakes the sweat I pour on out for you
As I pick a fresh bouquet for you to see
(Bridge)
Sun goes down, the flowers close and darkness comes along
The memories come creeping on back home
Thought all day bout saying just how beautiful you are
When I found the words to tell you
You were gone
What do you need?
When will you be free?
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30. |
The End Of The Day
07:05
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Set here alone, my mind it only…
All thoughts of you
Wish I could fly high right into your arms
Want nothing more, and if I could I would
But it just ain't to be
My staying here won't do no one no harm
-bridge-
Throwing caution to the wind
Might get me to you
But sacrifice for greater good
Makes us stronger too
So I'm here biding time, thinking of ya baby
Wanting you by my side
But the distance between makes the heart oh so fond
If the days turn to weeks, see your face my darling
Every day on this screen
Dream of the day I can hold you again
And if the weeks turn to months, think I might just
I might lose my mind
But knowing you're safe and warm comforts me so
-bridge-
Throwing caution to the wind
Might get me to you
But sacrifice for greater good
Makes us stronger too
These pictures of you, oh you're right there honey
So close but so far
We'll be together again when these storm clouds, they part
-chorus-
At the end of the day I'm so blessed
To have you in my heart
It's just you and me, them and us, hanging on
These days spent apart
At the end of the day we'll join hands
Raise our eyes to the sky
On that sunny day, we're gonna be, alive and free
So soon if we try
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31. |
Springtime
02:25
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Endless cold time
Wearing on an old mind
Storm line rolling through
Flakes done float down
Howling like a bloodhound
Blowing like the answers do
But let me tell you now
Springtime
Springtime coming
To fill you heart with sunny days
Springtime
Springtime coming
Watch all your troubles melt away
New buds poke up
Tilting like a tea cup
Filled with morning dew
Drink up sunshine
Climbing like a twist vine
Vegetate all afternoon
Oh I'mma talking about
Springtime
Springtime coming
Little bit of hope from ground
Springtime
Springtime coming
Why'd nobody come around
___
When the warm wins ol' cold's game
Every year it goes the same
Flowers bloom but I'm still alone here
Guess the green beats frozen days
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32. |
Surviving Your Damage
04:46
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I was rolling up the Wilbur Cross
Oncoming headlights blind
There were crickets on the radio
My best girl by my side
And we were coming home
From having watched him lose his mind
And I was feeling weary from the crying
Went through a tunnel, crossed a bridge
And crickets turned to song
And we sang every word just like
We knew them all along
Yeah it's been years of hearing
And we don't often get one wrong
But memory does fade while we're all dying
The faces on the screen said words
I'd never heard them speak
A-telling of the days of old
A shared creative peak
And as the tale unwound
Unwanted journeys they would seek
They'd lost the trail and roadside started waving
Eventually you walked away
And kept a-walking miles
Until you found your mother's home
A quaint and lovely isle
Where you could pour your darkness
Onto canvas set on fire
Cause none of it was worthy 'nuff for saving
And as the decades passed
I wonder did you come to terms
With the words that fell out from your mouth
And voices that you heard
And people come to find you
While you strolled amongst the birds
As they watch you from afar in search of meaning
Or did you just feel sadness
For the loss of could have been
Cause unwritten songs that fall away
Are the most tragic kind of sin
And just when it might seem
You could shake off the hermit's skin
You went and died
Like a child who stops dreaming
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33. |
Folding Time
03:23
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Folding time
On Sunday morning
Years ago right here, as real as then
Those regrets as sharp now
Hasn't dulled with age
Coffee cups and shame here
Folding time
In Sunday evening
Echoes of the past, sit next to me
Years from now I may face
Memories that fade
I'm OK with losing these
(bridge)
Holding hands
With me from years ago
See through those eyes
A decades younger me today
Who tries to find the words to say
And it's far too late anyway
Folding time
While trying not to
Here and now replaced, with there and then
Where does someone go hide
When what you're hiding from's behind your eyes
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34. |
Reminisce Tomorrow
04:30
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Once again I find you scrolling down the page
Of those long lost times and mythic glory days
The oft told tales and legends
Before the stiff old bones of age
Like you'll never have more times like those
Naught left here but decay
(bridge)
Close the mirror
Well make a quick exchange
Find the doorway
We’ll step out into day
Shut the screen down
There’s much we’ve left to do
I don’t want to hear the good years are all gone
(chorus)
Let’s reminisce tomorrow
About the things we’ll do today
We’re just wasting time daydreaming ‘bout the past
Let’s make a couple memories
Try to live them while we do
Since we’re on the ride
We might as well watch while we’re passing through
(bridge 2)
Cause i don’t want to hear
How great it was before
All I recall is years of pain
When you were young
Your parents said the best times had all passed
How’s it different when the words you say are all the same
(chorus x2)
Let’s reminisce tomorrow
About the things we’ll do today
We’re just wasting time daydreaming ‘bout the past
Let’s make a couple memories
Try to live them while we do
Since we’re on the ride
We might as well watch while we’re passing through
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35. |
Forget About Me Sunday
03:24
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Lordy, lordy mama
Your voice it made me cross the road
Like the sweetest bird song
Ring out at the break of dawn
And I walk around, arms out
You're the only one I know
And I step in, head high
Hoping that you'll greet me warm
I see you see me
Melts me right down to the ground
You see right through me
Can't find a breath to make a sound
And you walk right to me
Take my hand and lead me on
Serenading welcome
Think my heart has found it's home
Forget about me Sunday
Forget about me Sunday
Forget about me Sunday
But Saturday I'm yours
Think I feel a buzzing
My phone just like a honey bee
And I hope it's you and
I hope you talking sweet to me
You the first I think of
Rise and shine at start of day
You're the last I say goodnight
When I'm a-tucked away
Running on and on
Like a man on fire
Just to get a glimpse of you
When I see your face
I just can't not smile
I'm a falling in while you falling too
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36. |
The Apple Tree Song
02:14
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Let's go walk and see
Our favorite apple tree
Where you'd hold hands with me
When I was just a boy and you were just a girl of 18
Let's go to the field
Where lightning bugs revealed
Their glowing love appeals
While all the lady lightning bugs a-figure out how they feel
(bridge)
Before you took my name
We traveled round near and far
Those years when we shacked up
My head, it swum among the star
The orchard where we'll go
Our names carved years ago
Where only we would know
And we'll a-cuddle at the cider hut to warm up your nose
(bridge)
Before we settled down
We couldn't wait to get around
No grey there in my beard
And no achey knees when I set down
Come and go with me
Let's see what we can see
While we've got ability
And we're free
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37. |
Compatriots
03:35
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When I woke up you were hanging there
On the edge of the bed crying
And I thought you might be joking
But then I knew you weren't lying
When you said "I never ever dreamed
I'd end up here like this
Just an old man driving down a big old hill
Who doesn't see the coming cliff"
And I laid my hand upon your back
A little silent support show
And my fingers stretched from my open palm
Across your shoulders, to let you know
That I would never let you roll on
Down that decline without end
While believing you were all alone
A final journey with no friends
____
Don't go off while needing me
Without me there with you
Because you and me, compatriots
Compassionate, come through
When I got home you were packing up
The truck warming outside
I asked where you were going to
You said "my one last ride"
And I picked up your bag and said
I'm coming along too
Because my friend, I love you way too much
To sit here while you do
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38. |
Elegy
04:32
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Like a wounded dog he calls across a smoke filled room
Looking for another damaged soul to lick his wounds
Bares his claws
Lights another cigarette
Had a couple drinks to think about another time
Gets a little numb to steel his nerve and pad his mind
And it comes
Time can't dull sharp memories
Elegy
Count your change
Elegy
Lost your name
And it comes to this again
So your stubbled chin tears in as you lean your head to rest
Sure the melody's remiss while the bass thumps in your chest
Hanging low
Don't think the floor should tilt like that
Seems the bar looks soft while you search out a strip to land
But before touchdown your shoulders pulled back by the hand
Of a saint
Or an aspiring preacher man
Elegy
From where you came
Elegy
If it's all the same
To you, To me, To anyone
Elegy
Cry out your name
Elegy
It's a crying shame
When you're lost, sinking low, thunder growls
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39. |
Song Of Age
03:49
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Twenty years from ‘round ‘bout now when my voice is hoarse and thin
Will I still have this fiery ache that blooms in tunes to sing
The rush of blood that comes along with melodies and rhymes
And this need to squeeze my weary heart for drops of frozen time
Will I need someone's outstretched hand to pull me to the stage
Or a futuristic flying chair they lend to folks my age
My fingers wrecked from countless times I slid them ‘cross a string
Will I still have this book of songs or some newfangled thing
In twenty years…
You can count the words I wrote in all the lines upon my face like fallen elm tree rings
So many years…
Full of new joys and new pains and sicknesses and laughing wildly till tears run down my face
But will you care
Forty years from ‘round ‘bout now when I’m dust upon the breeze
Will anyone fill up their rooms with songs that sound like these
A yearning for a time when no one’s thoughts were on display
Except in poetry and scribbled lines and a painted face of pain
A distant echo hums with all these songs that poured out clear
I’d like to think that someone would occasionally hear
Or god forbid they cherish one or two that cuts to bone
The ones that always bring a tear when listened to alone
Oh, forty years…
I’ll be nothing but a folder in some database that’s opened by the satellites
For endless years…
These things I sing to you might sometime be heard by a traveler of the galaxy
But probably not
Guess that’s OK
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40. |
Hold On
04:32
|
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Another Autumn down, how many more?
The leaves that fell this year all swept and gone
Gone…
Another friend I had to say goodbye… to
Another family left there wondering why
The hands of time grow weak as they grow old
The hands of time not strong enough to hold
To hold on
Another Winter gone, is there one more?
The snow all melts away, what’s it all for?
The hands of time grow weak as they grow old
The hands of time not strong enough to hold
To hold on to the faces
You met along the way
To hold on to the loving
Things they say
The hands of time lose grip as they turn gray
The hands of time can’t wipe the tears away
When you yearn for the old days
That you watched slip away
To the fog of your memories
And you’ve lost the words to say
Another Summer here, to warm my soul
Another day to find your hand to hold
Hold on
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41. |
Stanceless
05:11
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42. |
You Say
03:47
|
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You say: Why are you so sad?
I say: Sometimes it’s easier
You say: Could you just try to smile?
I say: What’s there to smile for?
You say: Come on let me help you
I say: There’s nothing that you could do
You say: Just lay down in my arms
I say: It’s just too real to think about it
(Bridge)
You still hold my hand tight as I try to stand
(Chorus)
Why is it so easy to feel like shit?
No there’s no explanation – no benefits
It’s so hard to look up
It’s nothing to keep looking down
My gaze down on the ground
I say: Maybe you should go
You say: Not even if I could
I say: Why is it that you care?
You say: Because I love you
(Chorus)
Why is it so easy to feel like shit?
No there’s no explanation – no benefits
It’s so hard to look up
It’s nothing to keep looking down
My gaze down on the ground
Why are you so sad?
Sometimes it’s easier
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43. |
Mechanical Faces
03:31
|
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44. |
Envy
03:10
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45. |
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46. |
These Uncertain Times
03:46
|
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In these uncertain times I find
My mind is stuck on space
Not the kind with stars and moons
But what's tween you and my face
Six feet long
Six feet wide
In these uncertain times
In these uncertain times I see
The ones who don't believe
An ER full of mannequins
And microchip vaccines
Drinking bleach
Some UV light
In these uncertain times
In these uncertain times I wanna
Hang around with you
Watch 100 episodes
Of shows I hardly knew
What's it like
To be outside
In these uncertain times
In these uncertain times I try
To be a patient dude
Practice social distancing
And try not to be rude
Mask my face
While I wait in line
In these uncertain times
(Closing Bridge)
I'd gladly never have go inside again
If you'll deliver to my door
Or curbside pickup at the store…
I'll take that chore
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47. |
Chasm
04:17
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When all I saw was hoping in the eyes of those abroad I know it's gotta be it… gotta be it
In sorrow's wake and tragedy appears now and again I know it's gotta be it… gotta be it
And when those that live in fear do find
A tiny shred of hope left in their minds
That's when you know
That a change has gotta come
And even when it seems like all is lost
And you've got nothing left to pay the cost
That's when you know
That a change has gotta come
When all appears to be lost and you have no place to turn but still you keep on going… keep on going
And when you're turned away and you must find another path oh yeah that's where you see it… where you see it
And when those that live in fear do find
A tiny shred of hope left in their minds
That's when you know
That a change has gotta come
And even when it seems like all is lost
And you've got nothing left to pay the cost
That's when you know
That a change has gotta come
And when it feels like time is growing short
And you're out of time and out of sorts
That's when it seems
Like a change is gonna come
And the world it feels the consequence
Of the chasm between first and last
That's when it's clear
That a change is gonna come
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48. |
Song Of Love
04:58
|
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For years you’ve asked me why I’m not demonstrative in love
With flowers in my arms when I arrive
Or why I never feel the need to put away the plates
And laundry piles up around the hamper all the time
My hugs and kisses, they don’t pay the bills or so they say
A smile doesn’t stoke the old home fire
The grass is grown above the sill outside our dining room
The honey-do, it’s grown beyond the page it’s written on
Oh, maybe I’m not one to build a cabin in your name
Or grow a pretty garden in the yard
But I can sing a pink and orange sunset to your ears
And maybe that ain’t good enough, but baby that’s my heart
And with the little time we have upon this dusty earth
Would rather you have paint upon the shed
Or everlasting words of love to float across the years
Of looking in the sky and seeing angels overhead
Of all the ways I have to show you everything I feel
About the many days we’re side-by-side
A diamond ring may tell you that you’re worth your weight in gold
A song of love can tell the world our passion is alive
And maybe I’m not one to get a skywriter to scrawl
The things I want to say across the sky
But I can sing a sweet bouquet of roses to your ears
And maybe that’s not good enough, but baby give a try
‘Cause I can’t paint a picture of you pretty as you are
And I can’t write a book to save my life
But I can write a song for you exactly how I feel
I hope that it is good enough to keep you here and mine
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49. |
Halfway Waiting
03:15
|
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Halfway waiting for the car
Halfway raining from the clouds high up above
Halfway wondering bout truth
Halfway slipping between yellow, red and blue
Water flows downhill
Because of gravity were told
But what if it's afraid of growing stagnant, stiff and old
Halfway sure this is the way
Halfway thinking that to be lost is OK
Halfway watching from afar
Halfway walking off myself to find the car
Water flows downhill
Because it's searching for the sea
But what if it's just trying to get 'way from you and me
Halfway giving up the ghost
Halfway facing off with firing squads the most
Halfway driving to the shore
Halfway waiting for the voice to tell me more
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50. |
Something You Regret
04:31
|
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51. |
Seaside Town
02:55
|
|||
I love living in a seaside town
All day watching waves bounce up and down
A sense of change, but no cares in the world
I take my bike to a dockside seat
All the fresh fishes I could hope to eat
A fork and plate
Uncertain state
A steady breeze of change
I like working in my seaside town
Using my hands, my brain and my brawn
I’m sensitive, but tough enough I guess
Afterhours, have a pint with the boys
Winking at girls, bragging ‘bout toys
A glass and a smile
Invaders for miles
And nobody knows it yet
If I hear the rumbling far off away
I'll keep all my worries to myself today
Ignorance is bliss a wise man said
And if the news should come along the steel grapevine
They're walking towards my little town to take what's mine
Will I take up arms
A boat and a farm
Will everyone end up dead
I love living in my seaside life
All day looking for my seaside wife
But if bombs start to fall
Will I jump the wall
And walk into the sea
I can't survive
If my seaside town
Is not gonna survive me
Walking toward the surf and right into the waves
Last I hear is crying and the pop of grenades
And I take a deep breath
An inhale of death
And I picture my seaside town
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52. |
In Memoriam
03:38
|
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Let's reminisce
About yesterday's tomorrows
Let's reminisce
Of dreams we had before
Fondly recall
About the plans we made for then
Let's reminisce
Of promises and faith
I miss the things we missed
The memories we never made or will
The life we said we'd always live
Let's say a prayer
For days we lost in long debates
In memoriam
A calendar we laid to rest
In mourning of
The morning of the things we'll never do
Remembrance
Of anticipated hours gone
I miss the things we missed
The memories we never made or will
The weeks and months now years
The doors we barred, the glass we boarded up
We made our way by not making any way
To find a hand to hold or human touch
Let's reminisce
Those carefree days before these days
In memoriam
Memoriam
Memoriam
|
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53. |
No More Christmases
03:45
|
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No lights on the rooftop
No bows on the tree
The mantle's not hung with stockings full
No torn wrapping paper
No cards in the mail
No holiday cheer to heartstrings pull
Santa's not sneaking
Round my place this year
I just couldn't bear if he did come
No reindeer a clopping
No chimney surprise
Cause it's my first Christmas since you're gone
There'll be no Christmas carols
Or nostalgic cartoons
No candy canes or jingling bells
Not even Rudolph
With his shiny nose
Could light up my way from dark and cold
This year's not like those
Christmas before
Cause it's my first Christmas here all alone
And it won't ever be like
When you were with me
So there's no more Christmases
No there's no more Christmases
No, no more Christmases that's all
|
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54. |
Disasocietezation
02:19
|
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With the hedgerow high on the gated side
All the fears kept out and the sun does shine
While the world might burn and the smoke may rise
Keeps a clean tool shed, gives a good high five
With a driveway sealed and a collar high
Just a good old boy with a polished ride
See the 5G tower on poor man's rise
For all the hi def pictures of poor man's lives
-bridge-
Lily white lives in isolation
No need to ever have to deep inhale
Cause every little thing in my imagination
Comes on a truck when I ring my… bell
Stuck a protest sign on the lawn with pride
Shared a photo to the page then brought it back inside
Cause a feather ruffled brings a critics eye
And you wouldn't wanna be escorted back outside
|
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55. |
Fleeting Oasis
05:09
|
|||
New baby born
New eyes to see things through
New life to live
New love directed to
New hands to touch
New voice to sing high and loud
New shirt and shoes
New place to hang your hat
New pen and tie
New metal filing rack
New rolling chair
New arms to carry the load
Wasn't long till you found
A new way to burn yourself
A new way to fall
A new way to hurt yourself
A new way to moan
A new way to bring yourself down
Face first to the ground
New colored tiles
New paint and fancy sheets
New padded cell
New matching pillow sets
New smart TV
New ways for looking away
Wasn't long till you dreamed
Spent all day imagining
A few days away
A few days of nothingness
A new promise of freedom
The fleeting oasis of self
For your mental health
(Bm D Em A)
Self perpetrating
Inevitability
Straight into another
Self fulfilling prophecy
Safe in the warmth of the disguise
The prose and the cloak
And just as the curtain
Falls on another week
You close the book
With a page filled with self critique
Never enough was the mantra
Now never again
New baby born
New eyes to see things through
New day to live
New pool to wade into
New time to make
Those old mistakes yet again
They come round like unwanted friends
|
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56. |
Tributaries
04:18
|
|||
I don’t give a damn about actuaries
It don’t mean a thing until February
I just wanna have a ball while the roof’s still there
I don’t even want to hear about your money
Never wanna owe to a friend a penny
I just wanna get my kicks while the sun’s still there
I ain’t got a single word of praise for Luther
He’s just hanging on like a drunken trooper
Dirtied all my cups and left me wanting more
I said all I can for Mrs Sandy
She dug in her bag for some ribbon candy
I would do anything I could do for her
But the reason I’m a-singing is the far east dreamer
Looking at the maps like a spoiled toddler
Cutting up the grass while the rain keeps dribbling down
All I wanna do is just face my demon
Tell him that’s enough and I just don’t need him
Every time I try he wraps plastic ‘cross my eyes
Falling down a well would be more fun than this
Least I’d have a minute of some peace and quiet
Scratching up my back like a lion/zebra show
Once I saw a light like a man on fire
It was just a lamp on a lawman's tires
Everything I said made the days get longer still
-Inst Break-
I don’t give a damn about tributaries
Just a second string in the water queries
Flowing down a hill like it had a choice at all
Rolling like a wheel on a stolen huffy
Losing all my breath when it’s hot and stuffy
Maybe later on I’ll stop
|
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57. |
Unearthed
03:48
|
|||
Rolling my heart away
It’s used up and old, naught left to save
Top of the heap til it’s withered and grey
Just to rejoin the dust on the journals of age
It’s beating has long gone stopped
I remain upright by the will of my thought
But will loses strength after years having fought
All the value is gone from those treasures you bought
(bridge/chorus)
Experts will brandish their tools to expose
Pieces of hands once held high
They might have gripped on some tools of their own
Working the same land as I
(inst)
Dragging my soul away
It’s battered and worn, naught left to save
Tossed in a hole that we’ll use as a grave
Slowly dissolved by the forces of age
(bridge/chorus)
Holes in the ground are for finding the past
Shovels a means to an end
Brushing the sand from a story untold
In hopes of unearthing a friend
|
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58. |
Journey
04:42
|
|||
She says she never wants to be alive
Through a miracle of modern science
Like the beating of a traffic light
Sets the pace her heart keeps through the night
Yeah she'd rather just to slip away
Like a shadow on a cloudy day
One time there and then it's gone for good
Soon forgotten as it always should
And it's on me to be the one to say
That it is time for her to fade away
And that we all just have let her go
Cause she has often made her wishes known
But now there's no more wishes to be made
To fight for time that she strictly forbade
I guess it's pride in always being strong
And never wanting to be helped at all
And there is not a thing I wouldn't give
For her to say she wants to live
More than she doesn't want to put upon
Or be a burden on the ones she loves
But if she only knew we wouldn't mind
If it just meant we'd get a bit more time
And maybe reminisce a time or more
Before she slides on through that final door
I know it everybody's choice to make
How they would want the end their journey makes
And I guess I'm honored you would trust me to
So I will carry this and promise you
But I don't ever want to say goodbye
So I'll pretend we'll never ever die
Cause life is good even when life is not
That one more breath is one more parting shot
You get to take at making something more
Than just a watcher of the sun and stars
Who goes in circles wearing through the floor
Until the trench you made you're reaching for
But anyway I guess I want to say
We're here right now and this is years away
And we don't need to say goodbye at all
No we don't need to say goodbye at all
|
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59. |
Saturday
03:28
|
|||
What'd you even see in me
Was it hero worship or envy
Did the mirrors in your room stop to reflect
That day when we stood on sidewalk
You shouted words while I just talked
And people stopped to watch us both get wrecked
You told me I was hard to read
Like a book whose pages dot the sea
And that was something you could not accept
I said that maintaining mystique
Was all that kept us cheek to cheek
I guess one word too much, cause then you wept
Then hand in hand we strolled uptown
To see a man about a gown
I thought we asked for blue but it was red
So dress in hand we took a swim
And laughed about what might have been
Had we not shared a room without a bed
I looked up at the man in black
He swung his arm then took it back
Apologized for his social faux pas
Suppose it would eventually
Come out that me and you were we
Congratulations never went so far
I held my breath and you held yours
You held my hand and made new sores
And everything went black there for a time
And in the end the only thing
I ever gave my old class ring to
Helped to lead me to a better rhyme
The witches eye it followed close
And your red dress and my full dose
It came upon me when I needed more
The Summer sun hangs clear and high
In Beach Boys songs and sunglass sky
Can kill you if you can't get back indoors
|
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60. |
Breaths
02:02
|
|||
As it once was said long days ago
By one more wise than I
We have a finite amount of breaths
When they run out, we die
So with that in mind, it seems a loss
To allow one day to end
Having not made time to love yourself
Or showed love to a friend
Cause I am here and you are there
While we together close
And the breaths we share 'tween now and death
Are breaths I'll cherish most
|
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61. |
Don't Stop
04:50
|
|||
A little rain in the morning
Ain't the end of your day
‘cause there's still hope
There's sun yet to come
And when you find some time
Where you couldn’t do much
Then what you do, you doing for love
(now listen)
Time spent daydreaming
Isn’t time thrown away
It’s time you’ve invested
In you
The day you ain’t dreaming
‘bout a day better than
Is day that ain’t worth living through
And if you believe in
A god in the sky
Who forgives all the worst
That you do
Does that mean that you’re free
Just to do just for you
Even if others hurt when you’re through
On this rainy morning
I’m dreaming of peace
I know that it’s far
Far away
But if you lose hope
Then what’s it all for
How the hell do you get through the day
(chorus)
Don’t stop daydreaming
Don’t stop wanting more
‘Cause you ain’t the only one who
Believes that all people
Wherever or who
Just want to keep living with love
And if it brings comfort
For you to believe
There’s someone who oversees all
Just know that that comfort
It doesn’t absolve
From that self-centered shit
That helps no one at all except you
(inst)
Yeah, just you
If there’s rain in the morning
Have hope for the day
‘Cause as long as there’s hope
It’s all right
And be sure your daydreams
Are dreams for us all
Of futures all peaceful and bright
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62. |
And Life Goes On
05:22
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63. |
Blah Blah Blah
02:43
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Walking up I know what's coming
Before you even say a word
Steel myself for word tsunami
You speak fast as a chirping bird
Just like that the flood is flowing
Someone broke open the dam
Endless talk while saying nothing
You speak like snakes shoot from a can
Blah, blah, blah
If I could get a word in edgewise
Between verbal boxing blows
I'd suggest you might try stopping
Sucking that shit up your nose
Blah, blah, blah
You're still talking
I've stopped listening
Would you notice
If I walked away
I'm walking away
You're talking for days
I'm tired of your face
You've got nothing to say
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64. |
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I met him on a Tuesday and I guess I'd say
Wednesday never crossed my mind
There was Prince Charming with his number called
Nowhere any friends to find
Later he was shuffling looking for a seat
Eyes like headlights paralyze deer
You don't have to go home, no
But you can't stay here
I saw him on a city bus and he saw me
Had a chance to make his move
Took up all the empty seat right next to me
Quite a bit of my seat too
I told him it was my stop and I stood to leave
He asked “Would if I could join you, dear?”
You don't have to go home, no
But you can't stay here
You don’t have to go home
Have to go home, have to go
You don’t have to go home
Have to go hoYou don’t have to go home
Have to go home, have to go
You don’t have to go home
Have to go home, have to go
You don't have to go home, no
But you can't stay here
Took a walk to Taco Tim’s and got a beer
Saw Prince Charming down the bar
Soon enough he sidled up right next to me
Pointed outside towards a car
Asked if I would wanna go for a ride
Find romantic atmosphere
You don't have to go home, no
But you can't stay here
You don’t have to go home
Have to go home, have to go
You don’t have to go home
Have to go home, have to go
You don't have to go home, no
But you can't stay here
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65. |
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“If a tree falls in the forest,” asks the philosopher sincere
“…does it even make a sound if there is no one ‘round to hear?”
Well there’s no need to worry ‘bout such questions while we’re here
There are creatures all around just sittin’, listening
For years it leaned a bit this way, but suddenly leaned that
The sparrow family that lived midway ‘tween root and top
‘Spite generations of domestic bliss determined it was time
To move along that wooded highway, dewey, glistening
The lightning bugs that flitted up and down the sappy twigs
Their show attracted onlookers as they twirled the whirlygig
And snapping beaks that swoop down unimaginably big
Scoop their luminescent plankton like the whales do
The tree that served as many homes for centuries it seems
Did slowly fail beneath the weight of growing families
The trunk once steely, stiff and broad must bend eventually
As the dandelions release all their hair-dos
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66. |
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Run along, little chipmunk
You've been living here too long
Our burrow sure was comforting and all
But the time, it has come
With your adolescence done
And besides, our home was lost in the great fall
But even if it hadn't been
Your grown-up years today begin
We’ll think of you and visit now and then
So say farewell and make your way
Live life, find love and happy days
We’ll wish you well until we meet again
---
With Summer coming to a close
Go find a spot and dig a hole
And gather all you need for Winter’s chill
Maybe find a friend or three
And horde some grubs and nuts and seeds
Then huddle up and hunker down until
Run along, little chipmunk
We're so proud of all you've done
And we can't wait to see what you do next
We’re sure that whatever you do
Those things that come to challenge you
You'll face head on and do what's for the best
___
Shed no tears as you head out on your way
Now is not the time to second guess
Strong and sure with no thought of looking back
Raise your little tall with confidence
Run along, little chipmunk
And if ever you're not sure
Remember that one thing we always say
A burrow's not a home until
With love and harmony it's filled
Until then in your heart our burrow stays
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67. |
The Butterfly
02:38
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Flutter fly
As she float on by
And she looks for a petal to lie
Sun and sky
Blade of grass, stalk of rye
Looking through those eyes
Of the butterfly
Floating high
On a wing and a cry
Watchful Robin she does spy
Flutter eye
Berry patch, by and by
With a hungered sigh
Spots a butterfly
Falling fast from on high
Keep a watch flutter by
Little butterfly
Settle dry
On the mossy side
Unawares of the Robin nose dive
Blink of eye
Flit away, Robin cries
Broken beak, bruised eye
Peaceful butterfly
Flower bed come in sight
Restful safe for a night
Little butterfly
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68. |
Old Little Eye
06:01
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Old little eye, old little eye
Sweet little eye, sweet little eye
Forming pictures in my head
Old little eye, old little eye
Sweet little eye, sweet little eye
Swooping glass and leaping hollow
Deep the hole so dark and cold
Underneath a rambling water
Cutting through a valley low
'Neath the rippling, rolling current
Sliding sand and stone and reed
Clinging grasses waving slowly
Shimmer flash the fallen seed
Old little eye, old little eye
Sweet little eye, sweet little eye
Images inside my head
Old little eye, old little eye
Sweet little eye, sweet little eye
Have a waking dream instead
From the sky drawn by the beacon
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69. |
Gone Gone Away
02:49
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When the darkest days are come
And the clouds they block the sun
Feels like nothing you can do to break the haze
All the hills you have to climb
Never peak and start decline
Always marching up the mountain hardest ways
(Bridge)
But as long as you still stand
You will find those helping hands
That pull you up when you can’t carry on
And the burden that you drag
Feels much lighter in your hands
And the darkness breaks beneath the rising sun
(Music break)
One day I sat and wept
Couldn’t bear the life I kept
Felt like everything was falling to the ground
And despite my bestest try
Couldn’t make the feathers fly
Without a bird of flight to rise up from the mound
(Bridge)
But from the ashes suddenly
Came a hand upon my knee
A voice to tell me it would be OK
And the backs of friends did start
And raised the walls up in my heart
My strength returned so I could face the day
(Call/Response)
Gone, gone away
Gone, gone away
All your worries up and gone away
Gone, gone away
Gone, gone away
And there ain’t no way they’re coming back today
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70. |
Old Bare Maple
03:35
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Gonna set my worries
By the old bare maple
Gonna leave my troubles
By the lonesome tree
Then I'll turn my back and
Stroll along the river
Long that twisted shoreline
Toward salvation be
_
As I walk them lowlands
And my eyes do wander
Turn my face a-skyward
Naught but clouds to see
Hear the rivers flowing
Roll along to freedom
Far off from that maple
Where my worries be
_
And when I cross the valley
To the feet of mountains
Then I’ll kneel down humbled
By the great unseen
Set my legs a-climbing
And my hands a-grasping
Just a-higher and higher
Where the great spirit be
_
See the outstretched palms of
The greater spirits hands
And my grip it falters
Till I’m falling free
Just as sudden weightless
With the burden lifted
The great spirits mercy
For to carry me
_
Many tears start flowing
Fall unto the the mountain
With a trickle forming
To a rolling stream
Flow down to the valley
And a river rushing
Past that old bare maple
To flow into the sea
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71. |
Hello Darling
03:08
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Hello, darling
I know it's late, I'm
So glad you answered the phone
Suppose you're wondering
Where I've been and
Why I've left you alone
Oh my darling, could you
Find my spare key and
Bring it down to the bar
They've closed up and I was
Coming to you but I
Locked my keys in the car
___
I know I owe you an
Explanation of
How I came to be here
I guess you know me a
Bit too well to
Believe it wasn't short skirts and beer
___
Hello, darling we
Got cut off there it
Seemed you hung up the phone
Sure is cold out here
Bet it's warm there all
Snuggled up safe at home
___
Please don't leave me here
I'm just freezing here
I'll confess if you come
If you find it in you
To jump up out of bed and
Take some of that warmth and bring me some
___
Hello, darling
I know your mad but you
Can't just leave me out cold
Cause you know that I
Love you so and I
Need a helping hand to hold
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72. |
Rocketship
02:42
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Let's build a rocketship, my baby
Out of this cardboard box I found
A little tape and magic markers and some glue
We'll makes space helmets from a colander or two
Let's build a rocketship, my baby
And go exploring 'mong the stars
On Tuesday morning we'll fly up beyond the clouds
With these blue balloons that I found
(Bridge)
There's no one I would rather
Go explore the galaxy
Than with my bestest friend, that's you, you know
We'll bring along some sandwiches of salami and cheese
And cracker animals to wander any worlds we go
Let's build a rocketship, my baby
And ask space creatures they wanna play
They'll play parcheesi, ping pong, paddleball and pogs
Then Twister, hopscotch and leap frog
(Bridge)
After a nap, we'll pile back
Into our landing pod
And float back to the rocketship up high
We'll fire up our balloon engine,
Aim ourselves toward home
Our arms above our heads, space roller coaster ride we'll go
Let's land this rocketship, my baby
Take off our shoes and go inside
We'll wash our hands, and eat some goldfish on the porch
With our space creature friend who tagged along
And play parcheesi, paddleball and pogs
And Twister, hopscotch, ping pong and leap frog
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73. |
Newfangled Rectangle
04:00
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There is something, in my pocket
A little black rectangle
And if I touch it, with my finger
I can see all the world
If I ask it, any question
It will answer in kind
In a voice not, unlike my mother’s
At least the one in my mind
(bridge)
And if she wasn’t with me
I might lose my way
And if she ever malfunctions
I might just set here all day
‘Cause my little rectangle
Is maybe my bestest friend
And I’ll hold her right here
Till the end
If I’m driving, can’t remember
How to find my way home
She is there to, guide my way and
Hold my hand as I go
I wish I could, be so smart as
Is there nothing she doesn’t know
Guess as long as, I have her here
There’s no need to worry at all
(bridge)
And if she wasn’t with me
I might lose my way
And if she ever malfunctions
I might just sit here all day
‘Cause my little rectangle
Is maybe my bestest friend
And I’ll hold her right here
Till the end
Some will tell you, she is harmful
With her invisible rays
Like maybe someday, I’ll get sick and
She’ll be only to blame
But I know she’d, never hurt me
And I’d never hurt her
I even lock her, all in plastic
In my pocket safe and warm
(bridge)
And if she wasn’t with me
I might lose my way
And if she ever malfunctions
I might just sit here all day
‘Cause my little rectangle
Is maybe my bestest friend
And I’ll hold her right here
Till the end
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74. |
1973
02:02
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F A#
Oh I was born in 1973
C F
The same year that Roe v Wade became law
And for my whole life it's been the rule of the land
I wonder what my mama would think now that it's gone
My mother was Irish Catholic from Brooklyn New York
You'd think that might lend us a clue
But she went to Art school and painted and wrote
Which probably throws things askew
I wish I could ask her just what she believes
Whether she is relieved or enraged
But my mama she died when I was a kid
Before I ever knew her political range
Dm Am
Let's bid farewell to choices and farewell to hope
A# C
That personal decisions don't require consult with the pope
Dm Am
Bodily autonomy done gone up in smoke
C F
And I don't know what my mama would have thought
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75. |
The Diplodocus Song
02:48
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Oh, the… lumbering Diplodocus
In search of munching leaves
Said hello to Mrs Allosaurus
Patting down some seeds
Mrs Allosaurus
Saw Diplodocus as food
But Diplodocus was tall enough
To avoid getting chewed
The lonely dinosaur
Just strolled from tree to tree
Perpetually in search
Of tasty bits of green
When the lumbering Diplodocus
On one such sunny day
Came upon another strolling along
On their Diplodocus way
So, our hero (the Diplodocus)
Worked up a little nerve
Well, maybe not so little
As we surely can observe
Anyway, the pleasantries
They shared were more than nice
The Diplodocusses knew that
They would share a giant life
The lonely dinosaur
Just strolled from tree to tree
Just looking for a lunch
But found eternity
And the lumbering Diplodocusses
Went their merry way
And Mrs Allosaurus
Grew their wedding day bouquet
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76. |
Hollis Gulch
03:52
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I took a walk round Hollis Gulch
My best girl on my arm
I had a chance to sneak a peck
As we passed Bull Run Farm
But just as she done pulled me close
To warm my youthful heart
A chill wind blew across our souls
And blew us far apart
Oh, my best girl was Ginny Jean
And her best boy was me
Her daddy didn't like me none
'Fore he fell tragically
_
My Ginny turned pale with a fright
And looked to turn and flee
She said "That was Daddy's ghost
Stop you from courting me"
Oh, I reached out for Ginny's hand
But she just run back home
And there I set near Tortoise Creek
And wailed a mournful moan
I never did believe in things
Like haunting spirits flight
But Ginny's disapproving Dad
Sure haunted us that night
_
I took a walk round Hollis Gulch
My Ginny on my arm
Despite a fear of daddy's ghost
We live her daddy's farm
One day her daddy came to her
A-crying in her dream
He said he simply couldn't bare
She gave her love to me
But she done swore him up and down
And told him I was fine
Since long that night his ghost is gone
And Ginny, she is mine
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77. |
Chapter 12
03:45
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In Chapter 12, Miss Bonnie she hangs up her washings
Her children play, running carefree in the yard
And in the air, the breeze kicks up high growing darker
She looks to the horizon, narrows her eyes
She swallows hard, her stomach folds in as she races
She grabs a hand, and frantically grasps for one more
She works the latch, the air growing thick with her soil
She wonders will they have a home at dawn
-Bridge-
And did the horses get in safe and sound
And her cows lay down low to the ground
And Mrs Finlay who lives down the road
Did she get down in time
At quarter past, the silence defeating the maelstrom
Like prairie dogs, climbing in hopes of the sun
And thankfully, barely a scratch on the young ones
They live to flip the page, start Chapter 13
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78. |
Tell Me
02:53
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Somebody tell me what I'm doing wrong
Cause I just don’t have all, the things I see online
You’d think at my age, that I’d be better off
But I’m barely holding on
Somebody show me what button to turn on
This fancy gadget that I just brought home
You’d think at my age, I’d have learned somehow
But this one has passed me by
Is it supposed to beep like that
I’m not quite sure
It’s whirring now, I guess that’s good
The quick start manual said nothing bout the screen
Flashing cryptic error messages
Somebody tell me how to make it go
Cause I thought I'd figure, but clearly I don't know
You'd think at my age, I'd have seen it all
But it just won't work at all
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79. |
Winsome (Lose Some)
06:06
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In the end all you have is the memories you’ve saved
Misplaced a few along the way
In your hands all you have are the hands that chose to stay
You led a few of them astray
In the sky are the same stars that you saw before
A little thousand year old light
In the clouds are the faces that call you towards the shore
And if you don’t put up a fight
Yeah you’ll hit the ground running
(inst swell that continues under next verse)
Do you fight for the air that you take into your lungs
Or do you take your one last breath
And does the time that you have seem like time you never had
At every turn expecting death
Or do you paddle away from shore…
Do you dream of something more
Do you turn back from that door
Is your time worth fighting for
You win some, you lose some
But you’ll never win if you never fight
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80. |
Refugee
05:49
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It’s been long now, since we got here
Feet were bound, arms were chained
And we cried out, to our fathers
A workmans cage, and we sang
And we looked back, to our mother
Across the ocean, tall and green
But no turning, could redeem them
Walking forward, still we stayed
And do I see a canopy to shade me from the sun?
And can I get there at a walk of should I break to run?
And was that sound I heard before the men that held me down?
Their faces red from cutting dust that swirls up from the ground
It’s been long now, since we got here
Feet were bound, arms were chained
And we cried out, to our fathers
A workmans cage, and we sang
And we looked back, to our mother
Across the ocean, tall and green
But no turning, could redeem them
Walking forward, still we stayed
And will the ones who keep them safe protect me here or no?
Or should I be afraid of them and do they wish me harm?
And will the ones who oversee provide me with a way
A buoy in a churning sea to hold ‘til break of day
It’s been long now, since we got here
Feet were bound, arms were chained
And we cried out, to our fathers
A workmans cage, and we sang
And we looked back, to our mother
Across the ocean, tall and green
But no turning, could redeem them
Walking forward, still we stayed
And is there anyone who even wants us in their land?
Where we can find a bit of peace away from closing hands
Where children’s eyes won’t be exposed to sights no eye should see
A future of remembered days of immediacy (Im-Uh-Dee-Uh-See)
It’s been long now, since we got here
Feet were bound, arms were chained
And we cried out, to our fathers
A workmans cage, and we sang
And we looked back, to our mother
Across the ocean, tall and green
But no turning, could redeem them
Walking forward, still we stayed
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81. |
Waiting On The Line
03:19
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Waiting on the line for you
The days I spent just getting through
I'll wait until distractions fall away
Cause I've got a dozen words
Or maybe more, I'm not quite sure
But I know I've got things they're needing saying
It's not like it's pressed to my ear
Your muffled voice is still quite clear
Despite your best attempt at plugging sound
So I tap my toe and tap my pen
To music running through my head
That keeps my message safe from falling groundward
(chorus)
Waiting to say to you
I'm sorry things just aren't how they ought to be but anyway
Waiting for days
To make things clear
Waiting to say the words
I've wanted to impart to you for oh so long but couldn't do, I've
Apologized but not enough
Hanging on the line for you
With sorrow-filled and heartfelt words
I hear your conversation winding down
When finally a chance to say
All tumble from my face we wade
In splashing tears that pool up ‘round our story
(chorus)
Remorseful on the line with you
With sorrow-filled and heartfelt words
I said my peace and tried to say goodbye
But before any fond farewell
You stop me short with words to tell
In flowered prose of love's dawn breaking morning
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82. |
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C G
Oh, you been kinda hard on me, and I been feeling bad
C G
Cause when a working day don’t lead to rest, the rest is getting mad
C F
Now I know a man ain’t live the life my daddy done before
C G F C
But my tired arms ain’t got the strength to carry work and more
C G
And if there were a dozen horses tried to drag me ‘way
C G
I’d kick and fight to stay my darlin’, kick and fight to stay
C F
But a poet in my ear done said it might be good to part
C G F C
Just for a day or week or two to thaw out both our hearts
C
Distance makes the heart grow fonder
F
All the reason more to yearn and wander
G
You’ll be a-smitten when I’m off yonder
F G C
Soul mates apart and pretty fine at home
C G
Time I headed for the door and said my fare-thee-well
C G
I’d like to think a day away will twist the knife to hell
C F
I haven’t been apart from you since I was twenty-four
C G F C
And it seems my feet are slow to step outside our homely door
(chorus)
(bridge)
F C
We first met we both were kind and decent you and me
G C
We held our hands and held our tongues in deference to thee
F Am
And we’d be lovers everywhere from sea to shining sea
C G F C
But the blades of time done scarred our hearts like they ain’t ‘sposed to be
(chorus)
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83. |
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Hey, let's go back in time
We'll relive all the good years
When everything was wholesome
Not like now
Maybe the 1860s
They look good, oh wait
There's all this genocide and slavery
Ok, no
The 1890s, they look good
The war is over
But these women won't shut up
About the vote
Maybe the early 1900s
Are the good ones
But the kids that work in coal mines
Don't seem fine
(Chorus)
These days when all the ones in charge
Insist on ruining my superhero
Movies with their
Woke agendas now
It seems there's just no places left
For all us self-absorbed misogynists
To express all our suburban
Privileged rage
Hey let's go back in time
And find all of the good stuff
That made America great
The first time round
Let's try the roaring 1920s
That pandemic sounds like
it was worse than ours
But it seems fun
Oh no the stock market is crashing
And the people lost their jobs
And all the farms
Got took away
The big new deal with their big
Socialist agendas
All the bridges, roads and oops
Pearl Harbor bombs
(Inst break)
(Bridge)
These days when everywhere I go
The SJWs
Make fun of all my MAGA gear
But all I ever want to do
Is make the US effing A
Great how it was before the closets
Opened wide
Hey let's go back to when
The greatest generation
They came back home from the war
And settled down
Ok, I guess all that
Domestic violence
And segregation and all that
Was pretty bad
But the economy
And curvy, shiny cars
And blonde and curvy movie stars
And rock and roll
Those dirty hippies
Screwed it up with all their free love
And their drugs and peace
And rights and all that trash
(Chorus)
Hey, it's my god given right
To shoot all the guns
And drive a monster truck
And speak my mind and take no guff
And all you fragile pansy so and so's
Who'd defund roving death squads
Like your life it matters more
Than Jesus does
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84. |
Living With A Heartache
03:22
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You say you're living with a heartache
The kind that weighs you down
You you're living with a mind break
Won't let you come around
You say you're crippled around people
Afraid to speak your name
Let me tell you all a secret
The rest of us all feel the same
You face your fear and find the answer
You shout out loud and overcome
That every voice deserves a listener
That every word pounds like a drum
You say you're living with a heartache
You say you haven't strength to say
Let me tell you there's a secret
The rest of us feel the same way
And when you think you just can't do it
And feel the need to curl up small
There's people all around to help you
To lift you up when you might fall
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85. |
Skin And Bone And Suede
04:10
|
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As the sun falls to the ground
And the dust it blows around
While my truck it rolls on further towards a change
Cause the life we used to have
Took my heart and made it sad
So I'm headed for a new day
And a chance to find new pain
We first met I sure did think
You were a long haul tall cold drink
We swallowed deep and set out for a run
And the miles passed in blur
And a darkness slowly stirred
Then one days hurtful shouting
Became hitting me for fun
<chorus>
Skin and bone and suede
Leather seats will fade
Left in the sun too long they'll crack
While wearing out from age
Skin and bone and suede
To kill the life we made
Before that life done killed my dreaming
And all the other things what I am made
As the sun climb up my back
My belongings, this old sack
My companion every time I walk away
Left my mama with my pa
All these many years ago
Cause she wouldn't come a-longing
Much too scared to leave she stayed
<chorus>
As the sun falls to the ground
And the dust it blows around
From my old truck to my new door
With my new set of keys
|
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86. |
Where Clouds Go
04:00
|
|||
Laid in the noonday sun
The sky far up above
A shadow cool across my chest
This days got makings of
There's seconds in the minutes
There's minutes in the hours
The hours I've been setting here
Got me from then to now
(Chorus)
I've seen the clouds float left
I've seen them floating right
I've seen them smiling full
And crying for the night
I wish that I could go
Where clouds slide past the hill
No I can't float and I can't fly
Just daydream lying still
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87. |
Henpecker
02:38
|
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She lies hopeful on a bed of stone
Watching the fireflies go swirling home
She doesn’t think about them any more
Well, sometimes
But these days she’s in a better place
More often than not with a smiling face
Crossing her toes there with a certain grace
In sunlight
-bridge-
But she never puts another down
And she never lets an angry thought or wears a frown
She wants the world to be a better place
Cause she loves it here with her
She holds her hand when they cross the street
Always encouraging a daring feat
They’re running barefoot in the summer heat
The cool grass
No greater beauty in a flowered dress
Collecting buttercups for books to press
Nothing could darken skies today unless…
But it doesn’t
-bridge-
And she never has a critic’s eye
And she doesn’t ever want to see her cry
She holds her hands up to the perfect sky
And she twirls there
-chorus?-
One time she saw herself and she resolved
To never feel that way again while Earth revolves
And all the darkness it simply dissolved
And light came
They walk along the shaded, wooded path
They find a spot to watch the birds in bath
With people smiling as they’re strolling past
...Peaceful
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88. |
Yours And Mine
02:54
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I dreamt of Zanzibar, you dreamt of space
I marched to stop the war, you marched for race
When we got home I nearly got to third base
And that’s good enough for one day
I said Madagascar and you said Nepal
Me Lucky Strikes and you with Pall-Mall
We agree that we agree on nothing at all
Except that we’re two halves of one
I held your hand till you let go and run
But you came around over time
Now we share all but a mind
Yours and mine
You saw the flowers while I saw the stems
You see the conflicts and I see the friends
You like the reading and I guess the end
I suppose we’re from opposite poles
Like a yin and a yang getting smudged all to grey
We get real blurry at times
We share it all but a mind
Yours and mine
I write my words
You tell me “Say it this way”
I try your way
“You made it better,” I say
I suggest Kathmandu, you say “OK”
We get some tickets and we fly away
Nepal was your dream but I never say
You know that I know anyway
You know that I know anyway
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89. |
Honeydew
02:07
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Honeydew, you're so dang sweet
Took my hand and swept me off my feet
Honeydew, you blow my mind all the time
Honeydew, you walk with style
A little dip and heads will turn for miles
Honeydew, you heartbreaker. You're setting souls on fire
But when I see you coming up my way
Feel like butterflies might float me 'way
Honeydew, you blow my mind all the time
Honeydew, you make me lose my way
But your smile brings right back down to earth again
Honeydew, you steer me straight when I'm driving blind
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90. |
Where Were You pt 1
05:03
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Where were you when I needed a friend
Where were you as I faced the end
Were you home with the shades drawn down low
And did you think of me or were you just gone
Where were you when I was afraid
Where were you when I had to stay
Did you lose yourself in your TV
Or did you fade into nothing ‘spite me
(bridge)
Took the long spiral down, not a sound
Just some tears in an ashtray
Like a stray dog at night, life in flight
Hope for scraps in your bowl
Where were you that day I stopped by
Saw your face nothing behind your eyes
Did you see the bright lights on your brow
Could you even break surface ‘fore now
(bridge)
Hear the cars driving by, from the sky
Where’s everyone going
Do you wish you could go, hit the road
Does it even get through
Where were you as you stood in the cold
Where were you when the story was told
Did you know that a verdict came down
Or do you still keep your head underground
(bridge)
Shining light in your eyes, recognize
Like a fish in a barrel
Feel the weight on your chest, from your nest
Maybe two rooms away
Where were you when I called your name
Where were you when I turned away
Did you even realize I’d been gone
Guess to me you’ve been gone for so long
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91. |
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Nobody told you you're an angel
But I know it to be true
Nobody said that you rise light upon the air
But they never should have held those words from you
Hands out from your side
Pair of feathered wings to fly high
Flowing hair a halo ‘bove your head
Maybe they don’t see
They should fall upon their knees when
Words they hear are words you might have said
Nobody told you you're an angel
But it’s clear as eyes can see
No one has ever said you’re sent down from above
But I am sure as sure as I can breathe
Perfection isn’t true
But no one comes closer than you
At least no other anyone could know
No statue could be carved
Before the artist slowly starved
Attempting just to capture half your glow
Nobody told you you're an angel
Least not til I said today
All would worship you if granted audience
Holding service just to say…
You’re an angel
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92. |
Everything Is Green
03:26
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I like to see the trucks they sit
Around at night
At times they go
I like to see the trucks they go
They haul the things
That move around
(chorus)
And everything is green
Everything is green
I like to be green
Everything is green
Everything is green
I’m happy to see things are green
I like to see the stars at night
The way they light
The dark at night
I like to see the dark at night
The way it hides
The light at night
(chorus)
I like to see the trees, they live
Out in the wood
And all is good
I like to see the trees that live
Out in the wood
They live there good
(chorus)
Yellow, blue
Yellow, blue
Yellow, blue
Yellow, blue
Yellow, blue
Yellow, blue
Yellow, blue...
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93. |
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Take my hands
‘Cause I don’t want to feel anymore
It’s just too much for one person to bear
I stand beneath the waters as they try to heal my scars
But often only time can truly mend
Often only time can truly mend
Take my eyes
‘Cause I don’t want to see you like this again
It’s just too much for one person to bear
What I was before you isn’t what I am today
And what you were was almost everything
What you were was almost everything
Yeah I still think of you endlessly like I used to do
Late into the night with shaking hands
And sometimes in the shadows I swear I can see you there
Come close
Don’t go
I don’t want to be alone
Take my mouth
‘Cause I never want to say things that hurt you
It’s just too much for one person to bear
Sometimes the words fall out of me like drifting sands will burn
And teardrops aren’t beautiful to me
Teardrops aren’t beautiful to me
Take all the things
That hurt me away
And things that I hurt you with too
Cause I can't go on
And I just can't bear
The pain that I'm putting you through
Take my heart
‘Cause I don’t want to break ever again
It’s just too much for one person to bear
A starry night where I will raise my hands up to the sky
Imagining light raining down on you
Picturing light raining down on you
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94. |
Good Day For Living
03:14
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It's a good day for waking up
It's a good day to rise
It's a good day for breathing deep
And a good day to smile
A good day to shine
If the day ends in Y, let's all live
It's a good day for putting pants on
One leg at a time
It's a good day for cream and sugar
And good to get outside
A good day to shine
If the day ends in Y, let's all live
(Chorus)
Oh, every day's the best day
That I've had since sleepy time
The newest day I've had since yesterday
The universe just hands em out
Like samples at the mall
But there's no greater gift, I'm sure you'd say
It's a good day for walking slow
It's a good day for style
It's a good day for whistling a tune
That makes folks smile
A good day to shine
If the day ends in Y, let's all live
(Chorus)
Oh, every day's the best day
That I've had since I was born
At least the best since sun came up today
The universe just t-shirt cannon
Shoots em to the crowd
But there's no better gift, I bet you'd say
It's a good day for coming home
And looking in your eyes
It's a good day for holding hands
And a good day for night
A good day to shine
If the day ends in Y, let's all live
Let's all live
Let's all live
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95. |
The Grey
03:11
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I don't know what I expected
But this is not the thing I tried
I just thought that you might see it
There's nothing everything inside
While I walked down
Without a sound
She slips off into the grey
Now and then I see a glimmering
Of the dream or how it used to be
Then it fades into a history
Like a breath is lost from memory
While I walked down
Without a sound
She slips off into the grey
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96. |
Glimpsing
05:05
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A step stool, a ladder, a staircase, a carpet
A TV, a man, a cloud, biting
Fluorescent, a shadow, pulling, a run
Smoking and breathing and driving and home
Aware, afraid, untouched, unfazed
Illuminate, cover, doorway, cold
Pillow, sheet, blanket, sleep
Hugging, snugging, breathing, peace
Railing, wall, paneling, pointed
Circular, climbing, streaming, shimmering
Colored, tinted, creaking, steam
Lawn, hole, falling, falling
Tears, rescue, bandage, mothering
Antidote, river, paintbox, razor
Typing, expressing, fitting, shortening
Bread, cutting, sermon, judgement
Trucks, rope, stifling, tree line
Blurring, sharpening, burning, walking
Fragile, heavy, scrambled, glass
Chrome, silver, laminate, salt
Coffee, napkin, ashtray, exhale
Cavern, nestled, habitat, shoes
Radar, graduate, migrate, rural
Water, sky, evergreen, ceiling
Hunter, river, undergrowth, leaf
Gravel, copper, wooden, damp
Planks, swinging, branches, beaches
Fishes, frozen, toasted, seasoned
Plate, napkin, laughter, anger
Quiet, thunder, working, crashing
Surgeon, driving, calling, sleeping
Dreaming, falling, bridges, sharing
Lonesome, busses, turtles, painting
Adding, pencil, playground, sunshine
Hiding, tube, plotting, kickball
Running, testing, sitting, clapping
Cloudy, brick, blinding, clean
Leaving, crying, knickers, schoolhouse
Quill, chalk, frog, pond
Panting, teasing, farewell, seasons
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97. |
Where Were You pt 2
02:41
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Where were you just then
Where were you last time
Where were you when I
Needed you here to keep me alive
Where were you that night
When I called your name
Where were you as I
Sat here alone needing you so
When you, you slip away into the ether
And I hold on to hope that you're coming home to me
Where were you just now
When you looked through me
Did you see me here
Looking at you looking at me
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98. |
Fixin To Break
02:28
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I was a-born to a long lost soul
Lived off the crumbs from an old man’s bowl
Safe from the trees when they creak and a-roll
Never seen the sun ‘til my arms were old
Took a little walk down the dead man’s aisle
Stones on their heads makes it so hard to smile
Dirt on your chest that they held for miles
Born pretty old and you died a child
(chorus)
Wait for the bus with a worn down sack
Clouds pushing hard on my worn down back
Ain’t seen the rain since the ground done cracked
Not one more day in that lonesome shack
I fell apart when the spirits come
Genie in a lamp full of sawdust rum
I broke the mirror with a lawman’s thumb
And I don’t give a damn when my next meal come
(chorus 2)
Set on the bus with a heat scarred head
Far in the shadows with the newborn dead
I hear the echoes of the words she said
Ringing up my ears with the cans and thread
I hope I die like a poor man’s dream
Up to my eyes like a bread and cream
Slowed like an engine running short on steam
Come to a stop and pull apart my seams
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99. |
Lonesomeville
03:23
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Does that wall still stand
‘cross the gravel and sand
Where we walked when the summer was still
Where we perched on high
Legs a-dangling wide
Pack a smokes, couple matches, watch the girls on the hill
Is that can still there
‘cross the gravel and sand
Where a fire would smoke out the flies
As the night grew long
And we belt out a song
Singing Hey Diddle Diddle, to the girls strolling by
The general store still there
Mister Mason’s slicked hair
Like the 50s might never let go
But he slinged a mean scoop
While the pinballs they swooped
And the old men debated what newspapers know
(bridge)
The horses running distant
To prove their existence
But everyone's sure that they're there
A five gallon hat'll
Prepare you for battle
When war’s taking drinks on a dare
Does the church still stand
‘cross the gravel and sand
Do the guilt ridden kneel like they do
Are they wracked with faith
Like the cracks in their faces
Hold all the colors from the stained glass shone through
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100. |
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C/G
C G C (G)
‘Twas a year spent with heart on the sleeve
C G C (G)
Days of looking past shoulders to see
F G
And nights on the edge
C F
Of a dream littered bed
C G F
Just a-hoping to find how to be
C/G
(bridge)
Bm Em
Living in silence sure does make it hard
F C
To cry out for help when you need
Em Am
Waving your arms might get looks at a cost
F G (G7)
When life is spent not being seen
C G C (G)
No trust left for making a friend
C G C (G)
When smoke clears and burns start to mend
F G
And life takes a turn
C F
With the freedom you earned
C G F
Learning how to breathe again
C G C (G)
Learning how to breathe again
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Bill Ludwig Manchester, Connecticut
The founding member of MARMO (marmoband.bandcamp.com)
But mostly just a guy who writes and
records songs... mostly so I have stuff to listen to in my car on the way to and from work.
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